シアターP の呟き(もしくは嘆き)

頑張らない物理

右手の甲にほんの少し触れただけの卵は、ゆっくりとキッチン台のまな板の左を滑り行き、向かうべき目標をしっかりと見据えながら、静かに、本来あるべき処に帰っていくように落下し、床という存在を忘れていたのでしょう、不時着し、殻の割れ目から粘液を覗かせました。

 

 

黄味の笑い声が聴こえました。

 

 

人は何故頑張ろうとするのでしょう。何故上司の理不尽な要求に、お客様の不可解な苦情に、同僚の突然の裏切りに、部下の根拠なき暴論に。答えようとしたり、謝罪をしたり、問い詰めたり、反論したりするのでしょう。何故今日も、一人で食べる白いご飯がこんなにも冷たいのでしょう。

 

 

キッチン台の端へ辿り着いた時、卵には何の躊躇もありませんでした。諦めとも、しかし固い決意とも違う、風に舞う落ち葉や、手を離された風船の上昇のように、もしくはおじいさんが深い眠りに落ちるようにキッチン台から床へ、吸い寄せられていきました。

 

 

黄味の笑い声が聴こえました。

 

 

世にある全ての矛盾を正そうとするおばさんや、怒鳴り狂うタイミングを丁字路の先で待っているおじさんや、責任者を呼ぶことを日課にしているおじいさんや、「分かりなさい!」のプラカードを駅前で掲げ続けるおばあさんを。この、全ての、震え上がるほどの人たちを、一人一人説得していかなければ、何処にも辿り着けないのでしょうか?何処にも辿り着けやしないのでしょうか?

 

 

黄味の笑い声が聴こえました。

 

 

 

割れた殻から少し覗く黄味は

 

甘えるように

 

誘うように

 

僕だけを見ていました

 

その日以来僕は、頑張ることをやめました

 

 

 

君の笑い声が消えました。

 

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